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September 4, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Announcing a New Resource for Genealogists & Military Researchers

I’m so excited to announce a new arm of my business, Finding the Answers Journey.

What can you expect in this space? My target is to create a space in which we can have conversations about the deeper issues, secrets, stories, and questions we encounter as we research our family and military histories. It will also be a place of one-on-one facilitation to help you move through the layers of your family’s past and find closure.

Over the last couple of years, many of the people hiring me have been asking for the deeper things. They want to know more than the basics or skimming the surface of who their father/grandfather/uncle/brother/mother, etc. was or what they did in military service or life.

My clients have questions about who these people really were. They want to explore the different layers of who they were, what their life was, what their family was and is, and how they are affected by the sum. Clients want to know how someone’s military experience or life experiences shaped who they were, and in turn, shaped who their descendants became. Many clients are coping with anticipated grief as they caregive for a parent who is dying or dealing with a long-term illness. Many are dealing with inherited trauma, compassion fatigue, anticipated grief, and PTSD. In this new space we will be exploring many of these issues and more. My husband has been dealing with cancer and other health issues since a month after we met. Now 2 1/2 years later we are still dealing with things. In this space I will be sharing my experiences and resources I use to cope.

To begin, you can sign up for our Free Member’s Area with articles, videos, writing tools, and additional resources. When you join you will also be subscribed to our newsletter.

Coming Soon!

In the next couple of weeks I am launching a book club. This isn’t your typical book club though. Each month or two, depending on the size of the book I choose, you will have the option to purchase access to that month’s book club. Included in the purchase offer will be:

Access to a list of questions to use while you read the book.
Access to the book club webinar, or in the cases of some books which have a lot to discuss, two webinars.
Live webinar with panelists. For some books the author will participate as a panelist.
Ability to view a replay of the webinar should you miss it live.
Writing prompts and additional questions for discussion to help you learn more about your family and Find the Answers.
Special limited-time offers on online classes, future webinars, and other resources.

Be sure to sign up for our Free Member’s Area. This grants you a subscription to our newsletter to learn what we are doing to help you dig deeper into your research to Find the Answers and closure to the past to create a better future.

August 28, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Exploring Army & Army Air Forces Morning Reports

In August 2018, I participated in a webinar with DearMyrtle, U.S. Military: Morning Reports, discussing Company Morning Reports for the Army and Army Air Forces for WWII. While our focus was WWII, the information we discussed also applies to WWI, Korea, and Vietnam.

Company Morning Reports will help you reconstruct military service whether or not the OMPF (service file) burned.

After you watch the video, we encourage you to read why these reports are so valuable, here are a few articles.

Company Morning Reports
- More on Company Morning Reports
- 5 Reasons Why You Must Have Army and Air Force Company Morning Reports

Important! There are many military research firms around today offering ‘Click this item/price and add to cart’ services. Be aware that these firms will not reconstruct service for you and will only give you what you think you require. When you do not know exactly what you require, you often end up wasting a lot of money on records that have nothing to do with your service member’s service. There is a process to reconstructing military service properly.

We are the only firm that offers full service research customized to your particular project. Read our article When NOT to Hire a Genealogical or Military Record Retriever to learn more.

To learn more about Jennifer and how we can help you research and tell your WWI, WWII, Korea, or Vietnam family member’s story, check out our updated ABOUT US page.

August 23, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

A Walk in Jefferson Barracks National Cemetery, St. Louis, MO

Recently, Johan and I visited the Jefferson Barracks National Cemetery in St. Louis, Missouri. We were traveling and he felt it was important to stop there while we were in St. Louis. I had never been there, although I have read through IDPFs (death files) for several group burials from WWII which are there.

We did not go to find anyone specific, though Johan did look up a couple of Airborne men he knew were there. After looking them up I said I wanted to find an area that had group burials from WWII. Wouldn’t you know, because the universe takes care of me, that’s the first place we stopped. And across the road from the section we started in were more group burials, not only from WWII but Korea and Vietnam. There are so many stories there. I took a lot of photos of graves and will do some research on those buried in them.

If you have followed me for any length of time you know for the last 3 1/2 years I have traveled extensively in Europe. I visit a lot of the American Battle Monuments Commission (ABMC) WWI and WWII cemeteries. I visit British and German cemeteries. Interestingly and still on my list is to visit a Dutch war cemetery. Somehow after living in the Netherlands part of the year, that is one thing I have not seen.

My cousin James Privoznik is buried in the ABMC Luxembourg cemetery. The ABMC cemeteries have a much different atmosphere and energy than the National Veterans Cemeteries in the U.S. ABMC is strictly WWI or WWII. The graves are all the same – white marble crosses and some white marble Star of Davids. The energy of an ABMC cemetery focuses on, from my experiences, the stories of those men who died there in one war. A lot of history is contained in one cemetery.

National Veterans Cemeteries have a completely different energy and atmosphere. These cemeteries do not focus on one war but most wars. Jefferson Barracks even has a Revolutionary War section. At first this surprised me but after I stopped for a moment and through about my history and genealogy training I remembered that while the men and women who fought in the Revolutionary War were on the east coast, many received land patents and eventually moved west. So it is no surprise there are veterans buried in the Midwest.

Other things that are completely different, is in the Veteran Cemeteries many spouses and sometimes children are buried with the veteran. You do not see this in ABMC cemeteries for obvious reasons. There are monuments for all wars throughout the cemetery. Animals watch over our war dead, something I only once experienced in an ABMC cemetery and that was a snail. At Jefferson Barracks, the deer roam free and we found one sitting behind the Gold Star Memorial for WWI. The deer watched us slowly and quietly approach and once we acknowledged each other and the power we each held, the deer got up and left. Not long after, three more deer ran across the road out of a small wooded area near more graves, through the Gold Star Memorial area and into the woods behind it. It was a beautiful site.

While there is so much to say about Jefferson Barracks National Cemetery and so many stories there, I leave you with a couple more photos that impacted me. While I knew there were air crew group burials at the cemetery, I did not know there were Japanese POW group burials there. Inside the chapel, I saw a plaque honoring the men who died. Then Johan and I went back to a section we had previously been in, to find the grave. You can click the plaque and group burial photos to see larger images.

I would encourage you to visit one of our nation’s National Veterans Cemeteries on your travels even if you do not have a family member buried there. It is a humbling, moving experience to walk among the graves that roll over beautiful manicured green hills or plains, that tell an abundance of stories. What can we learn by spending time in these sacred spaces? Whose stories will we be inspired to research and tell? How will those stories and those lives connect with our own?

Have you had an experience at a National Veterans Cemetery you would like to share? Please feel free to tell your story in the comments.

August 22, 2018 by Jennifer Holik 1 Comment

A Visit to Livingston County War Museum

Johan and I visited the Livingston County War Museum in Pontiac, IL on 11 August 2018. David Estes, son of Dal Estes, for whom the museum was created, invited me to visit when he attended one of my WWII programs in 2017. You know how, You don’t know what you don’t know? Or you don’t know what you’re missing? I’ll be honest and explain I didn’t know what I was missing!

Pontiac is roughly an hour south of where I live in the Chicago area. It was December that David attended my talk and invited me to visit the museum. In my mind, I was really busy between my business, kids, weather, traveling to and from Europe as often as I do. I had a point of view about driving an hour to visit a small town off I-55 in Illinois to see a small museum. Going there was not on the top of my priority list. I thought, when I am traveling down or up I-55, I’ll try to stop. Someday.

Wow was I wrong in my point of view! After one visit, the museum is a place I want to return to and spend more than a couple of hours.

I made arrangements to stop at the museum on our way back to Chicago from a trip we were taking. It worked out that we would have about two hours or more to stop and see the museum. As you know, I’m an empath and medium. I perceive a lot of energy that others do not. I am able to send souls to the light, heal people, places, and things with just existing in a space, shaking their hand, moving some energy. My body is capable of a lot of different ways to heal – not all pleasant I discovered.

That morning I woke up exhausted and with a small headache. Even after breakfast and coffee I wasn’t feeling great. I let Johan drive and the headache began to turn more into a migraine complete with nausea. My awareness told me that the cause was my visit to the museum. Apparently my body was processing a lot of energy and I knew once something happened at the museum (a meeting, a conversation, someone walking in the door), the pain would subside and it would all be ok. I was also aware that I was connected to this something and healing would take place for me too.

We arrived at the museum and David greeted us and told us a little about the historical building the museum was housed in and took us upstairs to the museum. My initial thought that a museum that occupied the top floor of an old courthouse or firehouse could not be that large. Again, I was wrong. The space may not be national military museum size but it contains so many stories. It is unlike any other museum I’ve seen in the states or Europe.

We were greeted inside the museum by mannequins all dressed in uniforms from WWI to the present. These uniforms were donated by the veteran or a family member and ALL of them lived in Livingston County except for one. With each uniformed mannequin, there was also attached a photo where possible of the service member and a short biography of their service.

For anyone searching for information and photos of WWI or WWII service members from Livingston County, this museum is a place to contact asking for assistance.

Stories are what I love and think we should be creating more of about our service members so we better understand them, the wars in which they fought, our families, and ourselves. The Livingston County War Museum does an incredible job telling the stories. These mannequins were only the start of what was there.

David gave us a tour of the museum which contained a main room with model airplanes, artifacts, mannequins, stories. There is a WWI room with a research library for all wars. The WWI room has a lot of photos and artifacts and so many stories I think you need 30-45 minutes minimum in that room. The main room contains more mannequins and stories, flags, shelves and cases filled with artifacts, and so much more.

The museum is run primarily by volunteers, veterans who man the desks, answers questions, educate through Skype in the Classroom all around the world, and tell stories. The museum offers school group tours and encourage more schools to arrange a visit. They also have a YouTube channel with videos and veteran interviews. I met Raleigh, a Navy veteran from WWII who told us he was on a Destroyer in the Atlantic. The gentleman who donated the model planes at the front of the museum told us a funny story in which he made Raleigh the primary reason we won the war. We all had a good laugh.

If you can perceive the energy, you will feel it in the museum. To me it felt ok as if I was being embraced. After about an hour in the museum, perceiving energy in some spots more intensely than others, I had a couple of conversations with some veterans and my almost migraine left. Poof – gone! And then in walked a 69th Infantry Division Veteran (who will remain nameless for privacy), regaled us with stories of his training, did a little tap dancing, and then magic happened. First, he could not believe he was standing in a war museum at the age of 97 or talking to us all and that we wanted to listen. Second, I was aware a lot of healing was going to happen.

The veteran had no idea Johan is Dutch and lives in the Netherlands (or Holland as the GIs knew it and called it during the war). The veteran told us at one point he helped liberate a camp with French, Belgian, and Dutch workers (this choked him up a bit). When I told him Johan was Dutch, the tears began to flow, hugging commenced, I started tearing up, and an intense healing came for not only those of us in the room but all those who were part of the war attached to the 69th or these camps. The veteran again started saying he couldn’t believe he was there and that he was meeting us at the age of 97. It was a beautiful moment to be a part of.

We spoke with the veteran on and off throughout the last 30 minutes or so of our visit as we all moved through the museum. Maybe he will come to Europe next year for one of the anniversaries the 69th Infantry Division commemorates. He said he would like to.

I would like to leave you with a few photos and some final thoughts.

Remember, you don’t know what you don’t know and often don’t know what you are missing. Try not to put off visiting places you know intuitively you should go.
Timing is important. I am aware that the timing of a visit or meeting often happens when people are ready for it. Maybe I wasn’t ready or the people with whom I had conversations weren’t ready. Honor your timing.
Do not pass up a small museum off the highway because of your points of view. You never know what is inside that will change your life.
Pay attention to the stories in the small museums – they often appear more powerful because the museum volunteers have more knowledge about the men and women, their service, and their sacrifice.
Finally, you never know who is going to walk through the door of these small museums and change your life or the world. The atmosphere in the small museums, as compared to national military museums, is more intimate. You can have a longer conversation without being bothered by a lot of noise or activity. You can have those more intimate moments with people that are not possible elsewhere.

Am I ready to go back to the museum? YES YES YES!!! One conversation I had with David opened up several new possibilities for my life, he told me something that is very important for me to do which I have been putting off, and there is an amazing energy there that begs you to return. Once I get my thoughts organized and create more of the healing side of my business, I do plan to return and talk with David more. And yes, I promise I will write my story and get it into the world. Plus, you never know who you will meet!

What small museums have you visited that you can recommend in the states or Europe? Where should Johan and I go next on our travels?

August 13, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

When NOT to Hire a Genealogy or Military Record Retrieval Person

First, I would like to define a couple of things so readers understand where I am coming from.

Record retriever: Someone who will copy or scan specific records requested by a client, usually based off an ‘Add to cart’ option of specific, non-flexible record requests. This person may or may not have any idea how to reconstruct military histories because they specialize in pulling specific records only. Usually they do not provide context for the records or explain what they mean. Their job is to obtain records for a client only.

Full service researcher: Someone who obtains various records, customized to a client’s specific needs, questions, concerns, and project, to reconstruct military service. This type of researcher provides a fully sourced research report with the documents that show military service. Often you can also request trip planning suggestions if you wish to travel in Europe in your soldier’s footsteps. Some firms, like mine, have a network of tour guides and researchers overseas. These researchers should provide you with a contract for work that outlines what is being done, your fees, and time estimates at the bare minimum.

Most professionals are aware of what is happening in their area of work, usually within their own company or locale, or even the world. Paying attention provides clues as to where we can grow and change, especially if we are running our own businesses. For almost a decade I have watched the genealogy and military research world grow, change, turn upside down at times – like any area. I have always created my business based on the energy of what was light, what no one else in the country was creating, and filling gaps. Every professional serves a purpose and contributes in some way. However, there has to be some education at this point on military research versus genealogical research.

Obtaining records for genealogy questions is not the same as obtaining records for military questions. I’m seeing more genealogy and military record retrieval people advertising specific record sets they will get for you – without appearing to have any concept of how to reconstruct military service.

This bothers me because I hate to see people waste their money and not get the answers I know are available. Additionally, many of the people searching for answers are older and are ready to discover answers now. Not in a year from now.

I have always provided full research services customized to a client’s needs. It is not a one size fits all or click this one record and you have your answers business. I have spent a decade studying WWI and WWII military records for all branches and doing client work that extends beyond this to Korea and Vietnam. I developed a proven system being taught in the country or written about in books, on how to reconstruct service history start to finish for WWI – Vietnam. I have spent two decades studying and researching genealogy for my family and clients.

So what do I mean by genealogy and military record retrievals are not equal?

In the genealogy world we may have a question like, ‘Did my great uncle Albert have a wife and kids? or Who was his second wife?’ With that, a record retrieval person can be hired to obtain specific records from an archive which may answer those questions. Obituaries. Vital Records. Probate files. Church records. Land records. Just to name a few examples.

Now, if we want to know, ‘What did my uncle Albert do in the Army in WWII?’ That requires multiple records, especially if the Official Military Personnel File (OMPF or service file) burned in 1973. One military record never gives us the whole story. Not even the discharge paper because the unit on that document is a final unit – not necessarily the only unit or even the one the man saw combat with. Learn more about this by watching the RootsTech video on the main page of my website.

Example

There are record retrieval firms advertising they will pull Company Morning reports – one fee – and you HAVE to take the full month you request. There is no other option. Click to add to cart. You also have to know what company your soldier was with to get the reports.

What is wrong with this scenario and why are you wasting your money and time if you choose this option?

Morning Reports document changes in a soldier or airman’s service. If they had no change in a month – they will not show up in a report. See below for a link to several articles about these reports.

Men moved through multiple units throughout the war. Even with a discharge paper or IDPF (death file) you still have the final unit. That does not provide you with all units.
One month of Morning Reports are not usually valuable for most people wishing to know what their father, grandfather, uncle, etc. did in the war. Why?
1. If you only request one month and your guy leaves that unit on the 3rd of the month – the rest of the papers you receive have nothing to do with your guy’s service.
2. If he doesn’t appear in the reports for that company until late in the month – again you have a lot of papers that have nothing to do with your service.
3. If he had no changes then he does not even appear in the reports.
4. In times of high combat, the report writers barely kept up with documenting changes in personnel, let alone write a record of events. The record of events is very helpful in understanding daily experiences of the company.
Pulling one month does not allow for reconstruction of service history.
When we consider record retrievers who will not reconstruct service by moving through various morning reports, we have to ask – do they even understand how to use these records or reconstruct service history?

Read several articles about Morning Reports here that explain further why you require these records and why one month will not fill your needs.

Retrieving Morning Reports is one example, but there are many others I could go into. So how do you know if you need a record retriever or a full service researcher?

Record retrievers are good if you want an OMPF (if it did not burn), Burial File, or IDPF. Those are larger files that contain a lot of information about a service member for any branch and any war. Also, if you need specific unit records or specific records from specialized repositories other than our National Archives. Be cautious about having other records retrieved because in a ‘click to add to cart’ situation, you often will not get everything you require and end up wasting a lot of money and time waiting for answers.

Full service researchers are good if you want answers to multiple questions, reconstruction of service, an exploration of unit records, connections to overseas researchers, and someone who will provide a fully sourced research report and answer your questions, along with providing documentation. Full service researchers will pull the appropriate military records that will help answer your questions. It is not a one size fits all click to add to cart experience.

Which researcher do I need?

Do I already know every unit my service member was in, regardless of branch? Or do I need to have this information discovered?
1. If no, then a full service researcher is suggested.
Do I only need a larger file that I know to exist?
1. If yes, either option would be appropriate.
What specific questions do I have that I would like answered? Will one report address this?
1. Usually a full service researcher is required.
I found information in a small archive/library/repository and need someone to view it and obtain copies.
1. Either option would be appropriate.

Additional resource: When and Why Do I Need to Hire a Military Researcher?

Final tips. Whatever research firm you end up choosing is up to your questions and research goals.

Explore the potential researcher websites to learn more about the people you are considering hiring for your needs. Do they have articles, resources, books, speaking engagements, or other materials that show you they know how to do the work?
Email and ask questions of the researchers to find the best fit.
Discuss your budget with the researcher.
Discuss your time with the researcher. This means to get an estimate of actual delivery of results. While many sites say 2-4 weeks, in reality, it could be longer.
Ask where you fit in the researcher’s schedule and how long a project should take. Depending on the depth of research and analysis required, and time it takes to obtain records, most projects for full reconstruction of history take 3-6 months. Some projects are shorter. It all depends on the client’s questions and needs.

Would you like help learning about your military family member’s service? Feel free to contact me to discuss possibilities with research projects. Also explore all our services. Finally, learn more about Jennifer with two videos on the main page of this website.

August 9, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Book Review – The In Between

Erin Faith Allen has released a new book, The In Between. The book documents her journey through Eastern Europe, concentration camps, and the recovery of Latvian soldiers still missing since World War II.

This book is unlike any other I’ve read. It is part art book, trip diary, personal journal, and transformational guidance. I love how raw Erin is in her words and emotions. She tells us what she is experiencing and how it feels. Most of us might write about a journey we took and hit the highlights. Few of us would go as deep as Erin did in describing how each moment affected us or helped us release the past. It is incredible.

It is not a book that I feel can be read in one sitting. It is something to be read in pieces. Savored. Considered. With time to process what we have read and seen in her artwork, and what is in our own lives and experiences. It took me several days to move through this book. At each stop point, I had reached a personal point in which I needed to think about what Erin had said and expressed in her photos and art.

Erin asks tough questions and explores tough themes in her book. These revolve around Nazis, Germany in World War II, the Holocaust, the missing and dead from all countries, civilians under German or Soviet occupation. She also delves into deeper, darker topics like aggression of soldiers, rape of women, and treatment of mankind. I applaud her for exploring these themes in her work.

Erin’s words and art pose many questions which I feel readers should consider. There may be some people who would not consider this a suitable book club book, but I disagree. Here are some questions to consider as you read through this incredible book.

Erin’s raw words explain how this trip changed her life and helped her move through a break-up. How has travel changed your life, particularly when you were moving through a tough time?
Erin opens the long closed can of worms regarding Nazis, occupation, rape, treatment of people. Should we be talking more about these topics in relation to what our ancestor’s experiences were and how they affect us today or should we still be keeping secrets?
Related to that, women are still experiencing rape and mistreatment in society. More are speaking out, we see marches and movements taking place in the last couple of years. How do these topics from the past or today affect your family? Are you exploring this, talking about it, and healing the past and present? Or is there still a lot of shame, guilt, and other negative emotion surrounding these topics that we still cannot talk of them?
How does art – in any medium – change us? Help us transform? Help us release the past and heal? Do you create to process your emotions?
What do you think of how history was written after the war and even today? Consider what was said, what was left out, and how the “truth” of what was can sometimes be hidden under the rug.
Finally, how did this book change you?

Personally, this book changed me on many levels. I research World War II, but not in the same way Erin does. Her work has taken her into the darker areas of the war’s history. A place I have barely dipped my toes into. I am not ready to really go there. I applaud Erin for having the courage to go there AND to tell the stories. Her book inspired me to take another look at a book I have been writing about part of my own life. I’m more willing to finish my book and be raw and vulnerable now that I have read Erin’s book. It is truly inspiring.

Read more about the WWII experience and how some people process the information or experience in my article, Are You Exploring the Entire Combat Experience?

August 1, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Book Review – Architects of Death

I was sent an Advanced Reader Copy of the book, Architects of Death. The Family Who Engineered the Death Camps, by Karen Bartlett. The book is due to be released in August 2018.

Overall the book was very interesting. Being an empath and medium, I did set a barrier around my house and myself before I began reading it and honestly, read most of it outside where the energy could ground into the earth. This is not an easy book to read, although it does NOT get graphic in the description of what happened to the victims of the death camps/concentration camps, except in a couple instances. For that I was grateful. I just finished reading a book about Japanese POWs and their treatment so a reprieve from such graphic descriptions was good.

For families homeschooling their children, this book would be appropriate for junior or senior level students and give you a lot to discuss.

The book focused more on the history of the Topf family, their often unstable personalities, their business, and what led them to work with the SS to create the ovens and other “necessary” items for the cremation and gassing systems of many camps. Throughout the book the Topf family and others high up in the company who were responsible for these items wrote their documents in such a way, even during interrogations later, about their innocence in it all and how it was just standard operating procedure to supply the necessary items to dispose of so many remains which died of disease. All the while knowing what they were doing and why. The author did give enough background to each of the main characters for readers to understand what might have led them to the choices they made. This included the description of many who served in World War I and after that saw no value in human life. Their struggle to survive in whatever fashion that meant and reach their goals was all that was important.

By 3/4 of the way through the book I was a bit tired of it. The author presented a lot of snippets of documents and statistics throughout the whole book, which at first were fine, but by later in the book I started skimming so I could get to the end where the descendant explained his interest in the Topf family business and the Memorial they created to acknowledge the role the family played and the impact it had. The descendant made it clear that he still struggles with the sins of the fathers and how he views his father and other family members.

The author did end the book prior to her Conclusion chapter, with a question. How would we act today?

Did you notice that didn’t say, What would I have done? Which is usually the question people ask and then we go into judgment of everything and everyone without knowing what led them to make those choices.

The book brought up a lot of questions for me and a lot of themes I feel family and military historians should look at when we explore our own family’s role in World War II or any war.

1. How would we act today?

2. The shock one may go into when discovering a family member or a family business was responsible for some horrible event in history (define that as you need to.)

3. The questions that rise when we discover said act(s) or choices and no one is left to ask. Then what do we do? In this case, Hartmut Topf set out to learn the history of his family’s involvement in the creation of the ovens and all that was attached to that. Then to create a Memorial in Erfurt, Germany to remind people of what happened there and give them pause to think on the effects so this doesn’t happen again.

Having traveled through parts of western Germany and western Europe, it did not go unnoticed that the Germans do not memorialize what took place for WWI or WWII as is done in the rest of Europe. From what I observed and was told, memorials to soldiers are attached to churches for the most part. Or sometimes I have seen them as a small almost “invisible” monument somewhere in town. It is known that most every country rewrites their history so the bad parts are wiped away. This is documented. We know what was and was not taught in schools after World War II and we see how even in our own country today, parts of history are being wiped away. The Topf business histories even ignore their role in the war or leave those years out altogether. How are we serving the past, present, and future by ignoring what happened? What would change if we understood and could not stand in judgment of it all?

4. Traveling as much as I do, this book brought up another question – how much of the past do we never know about as we travel because there are no memorials or reminders? The thoughts in #3 above speak to this somewhat, but as I read this book and thought – ok a friend was just in these cities mentioned and said nothing about knowing the history of the war there. These aren’t things tourism sites or cities usually advertise on their websites or travel brochures. So how do we discover these deeper and darker parts of history, whether WWII or some other war? I think it requires us to look into the histories of the places we choose to visit. Again, as an empath and medium, sometimes I feel things or am aware of things but can’t always put my finger on exactly what/when/where/who it was – I had not considered until I read this book that there are pieces of history that are never discussed.

5. Believing what took place. One Topf family descendant, Udo, saw photographs of the camps, the corpses, the ovens. Read the history. Even visited the camps, yet still could not wrap his mind around the fact his family participated in the creation of it all. Udo had a long career with the company after the war and being loyal to family (whatever that specifically meant to him), he had trouble seeing his family was culpable in this. He talked of blame and what the family should or should not have done.

This is where we get into those grey areas of judgment, conclusion, questioning what we would have done. We weren’t there so in my point of view that question isn’t possible to answer. My point of view is to learn, observe, ask questions about what happened, who was involved, and try to understand the 100 other experiences and choices that led to them saying YES to whatever they chose that had a tremendous impact on the world, the lives of millions, and history. This is also where we have to ask – is it my responsibility to carry the sins of my fathers and the past? What responsibility, if any, do I have here?

Hartmut Topf chose responsibility as his decision to create a memorial and educate people about the dark past.

This book had many more questions and themes that apply to family and military historians. It also illustrates the path taken by one business family in the creation of a killing machine during the war. In my point of view, learning about these people, their personal histories, the company history, that of the political and social situation in Germany from prior to World War I to today, gives us all a new perspective on the war and what took place. Using what we learn through the book and all the questions raised, I think we can create change in the world that allows us to stop hurting each other. If we choose that path.

I’m not finished with my thoughts on this book. I’ll be releasing a new project in the coming months with books as the focal point. Stay tuned to learn more and how this may affect how you perceive, judge, research, write, and heal your family’s history.

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July 30, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Are You Exploring the Entire Combat Experience?

I’ve spent more than 20 years in the fields of genealogy/family history and military history with a focus the last decade on World War I and World War II. I taught myself a lot where genealogy was concerned and attended classes and conferences. I participated in the community’s professional genealogy education. Throughout everything I studied or read, the focus was on names, dates, places, sometimes historical context, but never on exploring the physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual side of family.

When I began researching in-depth both world wars, which led me to teach and write books on how to research any branch, there was no one to teach me what to do. No one in the country had written educational materials. Yes there were two very outdated books on barely researching Army service, but beyond that nothing existed. The few people who were starting to lecture on this were not going beyond the basics of “all the records burned and here are some online resources.” They skimmed the surface of what was available. Most still do. A decade ago there were military researchers and genealogy researchers who would pull records for you. A few would also help you understand what you were looking at. And again, I have noticed that no one is paying attention to the physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual side of service member’s experiences.

Why are researchers not looking at the entire experience? A holistic approach? Witnessing the changes that take place in the lives of my clients who choose this is amazing. I have observed that both the genealogy and military communities tend to shy away from this because it is too “crazy”, “out there”, “spiritual”, or “woo-woo”. It’s not acceptable to talk about such things or admit we converse with the dead or can heal. But what if it is acceptable and people stopped being so afraid to be who they really are and show this side of themselves with their clients?
Exploring all of these aspects of a service member’s experience has been part of the work I do for many years. It began with research into my own family stories and those who died, and the few who returned changed, from World War I or World War II. Knowing their experiences affected the entire family and trickled down through our DNA, finding answers to questions, disinterring family secrets, and understanding who my military family members were and who I am has been an ongoing journey for me. I’ve done a tremendous amount of writing both in books I’ve published and my own journals in an attempt to sort it all out. We don’t often consider the things that trigger us or upset us are actually not ours. We are just conditioned or have it in our DNA that this is “normal” when in reality, we can find answers, heal and release it. Then we are no longer at the effect of the trigger.

In the last couple of years, the people who ask to work with me on military projects are looking for the basic answers of course. This is why people start research – they have unanswered questions or family stories that do not make sense. Yet these last two years specifically, have brought a new kind of client my way, mixed in with those who just want answers. People are showing up who require not only an understanding of what the combat situation was for their family member, but also the effects of the emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical experiences. Through the writing and teaching I have done, I offer a depth that is not found elsewhere. This calls to some people seeking that, which has caused a shift in which potential clients choose to work with me.

In some cases, the clients do not intend to explore these areas, but through the research process and discussion of what was discovered, different emotions and questions rise. It is my job to help clients understand on the different levels, what the information means and how it affects them today.

I have had clients who have a deep need to understand their father’s (or other family member’s) role in the war. What was his specific mission? Why was he stationed where he was? What affect did he in his one role out of millions, play to help win the war? What caused his alcoholism, PTSD, anger, rage, the physical/emotional/mental abuse he put on his family? Why did he leave his family?

Perhaps the most important questions then rise – Who was my father (or other family member) REALLY? Who am I now that I know this? How does this knowledge and understanding change me?

Using the research skills I have, my empath and medium capabilities, with many other capacities and gifts I have, clients leave the project with answers. Issues cleared and put to rest. A better understanding of who their family member was and who they are. Even clients who are not specifically looking for this and may not be aware it is happening, they too are affected by the project outcome.

Many clients go on to process the information in their own way- creating art, writing a book or memoir, simply journaling for themselves, writing or playing music, and a multitude of other things we use to process and cope with our own things. One client (named with her permission), artist and World War II historian, Erin Faith Allen, has dedicated much of her life to studying and understanding war, trauma, what causes people to choose what they choose. Learn more about Erin, her amazing artwork, and her new book “The In Between”.

Have you been searching for a researcher who can take you beyond names, dates, and places? Would you like to find answers to your family’s questions and explore not only their military experience but other levels? Contact me today to discuss research project options, timelines, costs, and outcomes.

July 27, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Travel Gives a Different Perspective of WWII Research

In June 2018 my husband and I took a trip to Germany so I could visit some World War II sites I was researching. We spent a day with Doug Mitchell, who drove us around all along parts of the West Wall, showed us the dragon’s teeth, German bunkers, and filled our heads with history. It was a kind of gloomy day which was rather apt for the war theme for the day.

Three years ago I walked in the footsteps of my cousin James Privoznik, KIA 11 January 1945 near Bras, Belgium. I took his final burial flag with me to Europe and flew it over the Luxembourg Cemetery where he sleeps. That trip and walking in his footsteps changed my life in ways I could never have imagined.

Since that time I have walked in the footsteps of other family members and soldiers I am researching for clients who were unable to go to Europe. Walking in these places, seeing the past merge with the present, and the landscape over which they fought and often died, cannot be captured in words and pictures alone. It must be experienced. To fully grasp what your soldier might have experienced, you have to go stand where he stood and see the views. Even then it is difficult to wrap your head around it all.

This video was created on top of the Wallendorf Hitler Bunker. Note: In the video I mention I’m in Luxembourg which is incorrect – I’m actually in Germany. We drove across borders so often in one area that it was hard to keep up with which country was I in – Luxembourg, Belgium, or Germany. Doug reminded me where we were as we left, after I shot the video.

Where have you traveled and walked in your soldier’s footsteps? How did that change your life?

July 26, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Book Review – Belly of the Beast (Japanese POW WWII)

War in the Pacific.

This is something many people do not talk about and there are fewer groups on Facebook for this part of World War II than what exists for the European Theater of War. For some reason people focus more on the European Theater of War than any other theater.

I have conducted research on service members who fought in the Pacific for almost a decade and have helped numerous clients learn more about their family member’s history in this theater of war. However, there was a part of me in resistance to really going there and immersing myself in the horrors, trauma, tragedy, and history of it all. In my point of view, the Japanese treatment of POWs was worse than what the Germans did. This part of history used to scare me.

Being an empath and medium, feeling, hearing, sometimes experiencing on some level what the dead have gone through, I did not want to do in-depth study or read about those horrors for many years. I thought reading about it would bring up too much and scare me to the point I’d stop researching.

However, things shifted the more I healed layers of myself and past lives and learned how to protect myself from absorbing everything I heard, read, saw, or experienced. Lately, several things have shown up, including new clients, who are pushing me more into this area, including my AVG Flying Tiger Robert Brouk. That’s a whole other story of what he has presented me this week.

A lot of stars aligned and I finally cracked open a book about Japanese POWs. On one hand, this is helpful for the client work I currently have. On the other hand, there are a lot of themes tangled up in the Pacific Theater of War that no one is talking about. Things we MUST talk about because the trauma and experiences trickled down through the generations in our DNA. It is time to stop being silent about all of this.

I would like to clarify that there is a misconception that everyone participated in the Bataan Death March. They did not. We are however taught about that one event in our history classes and what circles the internet. We are most familiar with this POW experience. Therefore, we tend to associate any POW story with that one experience. There were so many others that occurred. Keep in mind that while your family member may have relayed pieces of that story, it is possible it was never part of his actual experience. There was so much time to share stories as men were moved from place to place that this, combined with disease, malnutrition, physical, mental, spiritual, and emotional issues that memories often were mixed together. Regardless of what your family’s story is, or perhaps multiple stories, write them all down. Check the military records and histories. See where you end up. Never assume what you have heard is full truth. It rarely is.

I read Belly of the Beast by Judith L. Pearson this week. The book was not so traumatic that my soul wanted to flee my body. I had very few physical reactions to things I read. This surprised me. The author wrote Estel Myers’ story in a way that it was tolerable to read, while interspersing the horror in small doses. She takes his story from early life through his choice to join the Navy (there are important themes here I will discuss further later), through his experience in the Philippines both as a free man and POW, to his release and a little about his late life. Judith keeps her notes at the end of the book so the story flows rather than being interrupted by footnotes. I appreciated this for two reasons. One, I like to know where someone obtained the information they wrote about so footnotes or endnotes are one of my favorite things. Two, having the notes at the end allowed me to focus on the storyline rather than being interrupted.

What was interesting and happens a lot for me, is people, documents, books, experiences, etc., show up when I need them. It just happened that I’m working with a client who has a family member who was a Japanese POW. This man was on the same ship at the same time as Estel. Did they know each other? Not likely because they were in different Naval units, but you never know. Perhaps they crossed paths at one point. Estel did also work as a Corpsman in a hospital in which the client’s POW spent some time prior to being captured. Would they have met there? Perhaps.

While the client’s POW was not on the hell ship as Myers, the experiences Myers had were in some way, similar to those had by other POWs on other hell ships leaving the Philippines going to Japan. When we read books like this, they can open up new questions for our research, our families, and how the world was and is today. We gain historical context of what an experience was like for one man, though this book covers that of all the others who were on the ships with Myers. That historical context can bleed into our own family member’s experience and give us more of a picture of what their service, captivity, and release was like.

Questions for you

1. What books have you read for your research that present other themes that fit into other areas of your family and military history?

2. What books or areas of family history have you avoided and why?

3. What would change for your family, the past, present, and future, and the world if you could peel back on layer of something that frightened you so that some type of healing could come through?

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July 23, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Why did they Immigrate?

Have you stopped to consider the deeper choices our families made prior to leaving Europe? What caused them to emigrate? What caused them to settle in America where they did? How did that affect your life?

Also consider whether military service affected their choice to emigrate. Once in America, did they join the military by choice or requirement? How did all of this affect who they were, how they functioned in their families, and who you are today?

Would you like help discovering answers to these deeper family and military history questions? We are taking new clients. Contact us today to explore research and writing project options.

July 9, 2018 by Jennifer Holik Leave a Comment

Engage Your Students in a Starting WWII Research Course

Written by Managing Editor Allie Gillies

Finding the Answers: Starting WWII Research is a great course to begin to learn about World War II research. Your homeschooling student will begin by learning all about the resources available to them. They will be given a link to the WWII Education Facebook page and this will provide your student with more information that will help them learn more about the process of researching a serviceman’s timeline of service.

Your student will learn what information they need to access your service member’s records. This course is a great addition to your 7^th thru 12^th graders transcript. This course will fulfill a History requirement, elective or even an English requirement as there is a lot of reading you can do alongside the course and they can also begin to write their service member’s story. There are also supplemental books available that will enhance your student’s learning.

Throughout this course your student will learn about what records are available to them online, at the National Personnel Records Center in St. Louis, Missouri and what records they may be surprised to realize are in their own home or at their relative’s house. All of this information will help your student dig deeper into their past, their families past and will help them get excited to learn more.

Finding the Answers: Starting WWII Research is the perfect class to start your student on a road to learning about WWII. They can continue learning with the course, Finding the Answers: WWII Research Online. This course will continue your student’s learning about how to find their service member’s service record by searching online resources. There will be tips and resources and techniques learned that will only enhance their understanding of the war and how to find the records. Each course fulfills History, elective and or English requirements.

Your student will become engaged in a way they weren’t before to our history. World War I and the Korean War are researched the same way so if your family member was in those wars these courses are equally useful. Take advantage of the homeschooling online courses offered by the World War II Research and Writing Center. Not only will your student learn about history they will become a detective digging for information and searching for answers all while learning the entire time. As a former homeschooling mom, I can attest to the educational benefits of all of the courses. This course is a great place for your student to start their search for finding the answers.